need to live

I need to stop living this virtual life.
I need to live real life.

 

Hope - Rain Don’t Last

 

homeless love

my love
homeless
nowhere to go
love serenade
no one to reach
yet i say anyway
i love you
and i always will…

 

I am a wracked ship

I am a wracked ship
stuck in the sea mud
there is no where to go

I am not wanted anywhere
I am a forgotten, distant memory
where once love waves danced around me
now stands only empty silence

my heart
broken and bleeding
no rescue in sight

I am a wracked ship
stuck in the sea mud
one more storm will destroy me
completely
only then will I find peace…

 

Quote to Ponder

Computers are incredibly fast, accurate and stupid. Human beings are incredibly slow, inaccurate and brilliant. Together they are powerful beyond imagination.

- Einstein

 

life

life is weighing heavy on my shoulders tonight…
but i know this is all my doing, whom can i blame other than myself.
i have a choice in everything i do.
only i have power to change things…

 

Brillant Answer

What happened today at a national chain store:
I am about pay for an item at the cash register.
The cashier asks me my phone number.
I give her my number and she enters the number to the computer register.
I ask her what’s the reason for asking the number.
She says: “The computer is asking.”
And I can’t find the words to respond to that.

 

I was doing OK

I was doing OK, trying to erase him from my everyday consciousness. I wanted to gather all the bits and pieces of memories of him into a bag and put away for a long time until someday my heart is healed and I no longer feel the hurt because of him. But no, my dreams would not leave me alone. Presence of him in my dream has awakened in me the feeling of pain and longing for him. It is true - there is no longer the stabbing pain I felt when my emotional wound was fresh then - the pain I feel now is dull as if this happened long long ago…like distant childhood memories.. But as people say once you love someone you love him/her forever. You dream about how your life would/could have been…if you stayed with that person. Although I don’t believe in fate, sometimes it is easier to accept if you tell yourself “we are not meant to be together”. So I tell myself…he was not meant to be … and I move on.

 

Another One

A person starts to live when he can live outside himself.

- Einstein

 

Quote to Ponder

Excellence is an art won by training and habituation. We do not act rightly because we have virtue or excellence, but rather we have those because we have acted rightly. We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act but a habit.
- — Aristotle